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Amir
Brka
Born
in 1963 in Tešanj (B&H), lives in Tešanj (B&H).
Really,
I am only air? (Miloš Crnjanski: Hallucinations)
What
happens to a text that we have begun reading, and already after the title
only the eyes ”read” the lines, while our being becomes air saturated by
a golden powder that around the body roams…, and then, in the final full
stop, it reassembles again, and plunges into itself, so we realise, only
then, that we have truly noticed only the title and that final punctuation
mark…?
And
it all took as long as it is necessary for the ”usual” reading of the text
before us.
Perhaps
a more appropriate, still, a more serious question would be: where were
we in those moments, and what, then, did read the text?
Or
most important in the clash of these two queries to intuit whether Everything
is only that powdery air: both our body, and that which we truly are. (Beforehand
it would be good to know which is which, if the precondition itself is not
precisely that ignorance, even the cause - of this illustrious act of erosion.)
A
SURPLUS OF THINKING
Amir
Brka’s real crazy
I
say that, and it’s great
Even
better: Amir Brka doesn’t live too well
And
then everything is wonderful, because I have an excuse: I watch other people
they are normal or, even worse: they exist completely they fight for themselves
they have Subsistence they care about the Nation and the Homeland the raise
small children
And
I could just relax but, at the end a surplus of thinking screws me up requiring
criteria
But
from which Principle do I derive them
Translated by Ulvija Tanović
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